Bleshy's Ramblings

Just Genuine Curiosity, A Weird Spot Between Belief and a Blank Slate... This piece has been embedded in my drafts for a long time, and I have been really really really hesitant on publishing it because though it's aimed to be objectively thought-provoking, it has also sort of been an introspective read for me. An intimate moment between my thoughts and me. Anyways, let's get right to it. This is raw, and I apologise in advance for any offence it may procure. It’s essentially just a collection of unanswered questions and doubts that crossed my mind at random times. I tried to document them on here before they faded, so what you’re reading is an unfiltered reflection of my thoughts on theology. The questions may also seem abrupt because I typed them as they aired in my mind. One more thing before you get right into the questions, I just want to say, it would be intellectually dishonest of me not to label myself an agnostic, considering how outrageous some of these questions migh...

But where did the time go to, honestly? !!! I thought  just yesterday,  I was bébé Bleble!!! Guys let’s have a little chat on this, abeg! Cause I swear, it's like they hand you a book when you're born that you can't read until you're an adult. And when you finally open it? Plot twist; there’s no handbook, just a whole bunch of “ Ohhh, so that’s what they meant! ” Anyhoo, let me take us back for a minute. You know how when you were a kid, always trying to be in adults' business? For instance, when they're pounding achu (for clarity’s sake, achu is a traditional dish from the Northwest region of Cameroon), and you want to pound too, but they drive you away, and then you start crying? 😂 They'll look at you and say, “ When you’re older, you won’t even want to be around a mortar. ” But there you are, fuming, because they didn’t want you to pound too, not having an idea what they meant back then. 😒 Just to wake up some day, and BOOM . You find yourself staring ...

Hello there, and welcome to... well, to whatever this turns out to be. Honestly eh, if I tell you I have the foggiest idea where this blog is headed😂, but hey, that’s part of the charm, isn't it?  I could tell you that it’s all about my personal life and lessons learnt, life as an immigrant (my Italian journey so far), my relationship shenanigans, my nostalgic memories growing up in Cameroon, my minimalism perspectives, or biotech, my present relationship with God and my ongoing struggle with faith as an agnostic who really wants to believe there's a god but has so many unanswered questions, my scary uncertainty about my future or my attempts at juggling many things while life whirls around me , but to be perfectly honest, it’s all a bit of everything and nothing all at once . And that’s just alright by me. So, here I am, Bleshy (I could put my real name, but where's the fun in that lol? e ven though I know some of you already know it ).   A girl with too many thoughts rat...